Wednesday, 20 December 2006

My first dedicated to Robb

Ahhh my very first blog. How fun.
Decided that it may be a good time to blog as a little girl is about to be born in March or April. In other words Im pregnant and due 28th March.
I dedicate this to Robb Heaton who was a blogger himself and has inspired me to be candid with my thoughts. I think thats one thing Robb really taught me...being honest and real is important and I think Im sometimes too self conscious about how I feel. Why should I be? Its more helpful for everyone to know where youre at. Ive also realised that we dont always say the things we want to say...we leave it for that perfect moment that may never happen. I certainly felt that when I saw Robb last Sunday night, we talked about trivial things, I held back. Then he died really suddenly that next morning. I wished I said how I felt about him, wished I could have expressed that there and then on that night. I thought Id have more time. Im going to let that be a lesson to grab the opportunities to say how much I care for people around me. I am blessed by so many amazing friends, a community that is my church, a beautiful family and Gods love throughout my time knowing him.